praying woman

I am writing this with a deep concern, I know it may not sink well with some of us, but as you pray about it, God will reveal more of what He meant when He put this in my heart and what He wants you to do with it.

There is a thin line separating us from false prophesy, it is possible and can simply happen. What I found to help and keep me is to go back to the specific word God gave me when He called me, it helps me make sense of whatever I am faced with and keeps me grounded, When intercessors of God turn to false Prophesy.

You must have noted by now that this article requires those that are called not by Nokia, Samsung Galaxy or whatever phone model but is those that are called by the word of God and referenced according to the word in the bible influenced by the spirit of God. I encourage you to dig deeper in you to discover your own for all are born with a purpose.

Definition of intercession

Intercession is a prayerful system/lifestyle that pleads with God for your needs and the needs of others. Intercession involves clinging on to God’s will and refusing to let go until it comes to pass.

Intercession is warfare — the key to God’s battle plan for our lives. But the battleground is not of this earth. The Bible says, “We are not fighting against humans. We are fighting against forces and authorities and against rulers of darkness and spiritual powers in the heavens above” (Eph. 6:12).

Intercessory prayer takes place in this spiritual world where the battles for our own lives, our families, our friends, places of worship, our places of education and our nation are to be won over.

Note the following:

  • Even as we are seers not all of us are prophets, seeing in the context of Christianity is for both intercessors and Prophets.
  • All prophets are intercessors but not all intercessors are prophets
  • Prophets are seers to pray and speak a message, intercessors are seers to prayers.

Intercessors of God end up operating as false prophets for one of the following few reasons:

  • Execution of a task within the wrong office
  • Acting as a prophet simply because you have seen when you are actually called as an intercessor not a prophet.
  • Seeking for recognition and own glory

With every Office come requirements.

When God allows an intercessor to see; God’s requirement is that you pray about what you saw, without approaching the subject of the matter, this could be due to the nature of the revelation, God knows that some information may be too much for other people. If God wanted the subject of the matter to know about what was going to happen to/about him/her He could have simply sent a prophet whom He has instructed to Speak, or Him God could have simply shown the subject of the matter about what He allowed you as an intercessor to see, but He is not doing so because He knows at what point they are in, and how much information they can take. He does not want to scare them off or make them feel disqualified of His mercy and saving. The mistake we make as intercessors is that we execute God’s message in the wrong office or an office that we were not called for, we all want to be prophets and Men! If you knew what it takes to be positioned as a prophet of God you’d rather you had a choice….. It’s not easy, it’s not for the faint at heart and it also is not for those seeking  self glory and recognition, and with prophets as well it is not about the number of prophetic words you speak to people but it is mostly about the amount of time you spend in intimacy with God…. But our focus now is not intercession therefore I will save more information for the article purely on prophets if God wills…

For now the focus on this article is on intercessors of God. As intercessors we fail because we talk when we should have easily prayed. Commanding in the spirit realm to charge the atmosphere so that whatever the enemy had intended to do will be apprehended by the spirit of God whom we as intercessors of God have ushered into the situation through prayer.

Some of the things we see as intercessors are truly scary hence it is important to remember always that we that we were not given the spirit of fear to be scared off, but we were given the spirit of conquerors to declare the victory of the Lord against all things. we see things like an maneuverings of accidents, Snakes Swallowing people of God, servants of God being dedicated into the Kingdom of darkness, even well known preachers of the word in the bible revealed as agents and rulers in the kingdom of darkness, just to name a few, now imagine you mentioning these things when you are not even ordained as a speaker/prophet, imagine the amount of confusion you have caused. But this entire scenes God is showing us so we can pray them his people out of the mess/test and Him God will give them the message/testimony. If we approach from the office of prophesy when we are to approach them as intercessors this will cause a confusion and a lot of misunderstanding amongst the children of God. Here is why; what you saw may not even come to pass because the minute you fail to do your task effectively satisfactorily to God, He finds someone else who is not looking for Glory and recognition to do it for His glory and the building up of the body of Christ because God is all about saving people not shaming them.


In Summury

Always remember that a spiritual gift is a given, found in Christ, meaning for one to be able to rightfully discover their gift they must first acknowledge Christ as the Lord and Savior and the only way to the Father in heaven. Since everything we have here on earth is from the Father in Heaven. Spiritual gift is something that has always been within you it takes you to discover it within yourself not to go over the world and search to find it, it requires an inner journey and after having discovered it, it takes you asking for God’s wisdom to drive it according to His will with His wisdom for His people and His Glory, nothing is about you.

Intercessors can identify one another, just as preachers, pastors, prophets; apostles can identify one another even without being formally introduced. The problem we face though in the churches is that, when a church intercessor sees a Kingdom pillar intercessor they somehow have this very strange and ugly stinking attitude because somehow they think you are there to replace them or take their position, or remove them or whatever the insecurity thoughts they may have, because they can see the amount of authority and power in you as an intercessor since you have been ordained for greater works within the same office. And truth is as Kingdom pillars we have got way too much to even think of Church positions, not in a bad way just in a complimentary way, concentrate on your track I am just here to work with you, the reason I am not saying anything to you is because I am respecting you and waiting for you to accept me so I can we can work together for the building up of the body. We also though as kingdom pillars make a mistake of talking too much, sometimes disrespectful of the leaders, thinking because we saw then we are better and holier, which truly is not how it should be. Remember anything that is of God but lacks God’s wisdom is doomed, Yeah!

There are three kinds of Intercessors I have been taught of:

  1. The Kingdom Pillars
  2. Church Pillars
  3. Home Pillars (Woman and or Wives)

but we are going to briefly elaborate on only two.

  1. There are Kingdom Pillar intercessors – they are not only church focused prayers but they are called to be God’s Kingdom Pillars in a nation and the world at large. They are directed to pray for the churches, the ministers of God and different nations/States. For these kinds, when they see they go deeper in prayer and continue to pray for direction and pleading with God, most of these are in the office of prophets of God as well, but it is not all they see they ought to speak. (Since the focus is on intercessors not prophets, will leave it at this)

Revelations ranging but not limited to:

  1. 1. Uprooting the words of false prophets – The first and most important thing to do is to pray the church through and speak only when you have to and when you have to speak make sure that God has instructed you to speak and speak with reference to His word (bible). Sometimes leaders make mistakes of trusting people too much which may then compromise the objective of the church and introduce a church to a certain season

(Ref: Jeremiah 27: from 10 -22)

Jeremiah 27: 10. “They prophesy lies to you that will only serve to remove you far from your lands; I will banish you and you will perish”. 18. If they are prophets and have the word of the Lord, let them plead with the Lord Almighty that the articles remaining in the house of the Lord and in the palace of the king of Judah and in Jerusalem not be taken to Babylon. 19. For this is what the Lord Almighty says about the pillars, the bronze Sea, the movable stands and the other articles that are left in this city,

1.2. The crossing over for the church/a nation – first thing you do is pray as a pillar to the church and the leader(s) of the church through whatever season they are stag in; because it is in the progressing of the leader that the followers as well will start to progress. After the leader’s eyes have been opened to see only then can he/she be able to direct the people of God accordingly.

Remember that Joshua was a trustee of the Promised Land for the people, whatever He did would have an impact on the people and the journey they were traveling, and even His personal challenges would impact on the journey towards Entrance into the land of Canaan which was entrusted to him as a representative for the Israelite.  The leaders of the church as well are trustees of the objective of the church, and sometimes the leader’s personal challenges have an impact on the progress of the church/nation, hence a kingdom pillar will be sent to stand in the gap and pray them through whatever they were going through.

Joshua got a report from the spies and He only went to the Israelite after three days to tell that as they are going to cross over tomorrow,  and they will have to come clean of their sins before God, Joshua too the three days to have God work in Him the coming clean started with him Joshua before he gave instructions to the Israelite.  In the same way, our representative Jesus goes before us, went through before us, (Matt 26:38 …………….. “My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death. Stay here and keep watch with me.” to come clean before God so that we as well can learn to make mention to God of our every circumstances, and what we have in God we possess in Him (Christ).

Kingdom pillars are set to keep watch with the called for they are given not just an understanding of the challenges they are going through but also the heart of a help complimentary to God. God gives a Kingdom pillar the favor of the leader of the church before He sends him/her to the church, it takes obedience and wisdom to carry through the task of God without causing confusion and drift in the church.

  1. 3. The planting of the new church – during the birth of Moses, God was birthing a savior for the Israelite, therefore with all the challenges surrounding the birth of Moses God sent the mid-vies who refused to kill the first born son’s as ordered by the king of Egypt (Exodus 1:17” The midwives, however, feared God and did not do what the king of Egypt had told them to do; they let the boys live). So it is with the planting of a new church, the challenges surrounding it as intercessors once God directs you in prayer through His spirit you can follow by praying with the church leaders Apostles, in some instances its people you have never met physically but are introduced to them in the spiritual realm.

Importantly though: Even if you meet a pastor You do not just pray with someone simply because they say they want to start a church, you fist inquiry of God and see if God wants you to be a part of that. You are not being selfish by not meeting people’s expectations but you are being obedient by meeting God’s requirements of you as a Kingdom pillar.

  1. 4. Parliamentary conflicts – This is so you pray according to God’s word in whatever season God had informed you the nation is facing.

These ones since they are prophets as well most of them, we find a lot of mistakes they do have huge implications than just causing a drift among the church members may also cause the fall of a church itself, due to the amount of power and authority vested it them.

In their call they are faced with sometimes battling off plantations of the false prophets who may have been into the place before they could get there, they are sent to uproot whatever the false prophets planted in places …. Because they are ordained for this, it takes just your presence to fight off the enemy’s plans and devices.

Secondly we look at,

  1. Church Intercessors – This kind requires one to have a good standing relationship with God first and for most and a submissive heart to the church elders and leaders, because in most scenarios it will be required of you to share your vision with the church elders and leaders for the building up of the church. You become a help in being the pillar of the church with prayers and you will notice that the more you pray for the church the spirit of God will be directing you towards different directions within the Church,

Revelations ranging but not limited to:

2.1. The Sunday preaching (Word) – it does not automatically make you a pastor please understand.

2.2. Forces working against the plans of the church – This is so you can pray to ensure that whatever plans the church has are seen through.

2.3. Agents of darkness sent to the church – this is so you can pray and nullify their plans and weapons, even when you see them the church you know that whatever they brought with has no power over the place.

2.4. Road accidents orchestrated against church leaders – this is so you can pray for them so that whatever the enemy intended will not happen.

Note this: But he that is joined to the Lord (church as the body of Christ) is one spirit.

You become one with the leaders of the place in spirit because God as ordained you to be a gate keeper, He puts you on a watch tower, you see things before they happen and pray accordingly. This is so you can pray the preacher through to ensure that whatever forces orchestrated against the message intercession deals with them prior.

If there is any talking to do you do so with the elders and leaders of the church not the church or any of its other members as this will cause a drift.  You do not go around opening tea parties about the visions you saw, God’s plans are not a secret just to be revealed but also a mystery to be unfolded. Do not be caught on the other side of the lane.

All this is for the building up of the body of Christ, not for your glory, it is very rare pillars ever get worldly recognition and it is not all who are to be recognized in this task… as long as you trend in the Holy trinity it does not matter who else knows of you because the reason some know not of you is for your own safety.

When Your Faith Is Right – The Lord Shall Do It


When Your Attitude is Right Everything Else is just a confirmation

It does not matter the amount and frequency of prayers you make, if your attitude is not in the right then your prayers will not produce any confirmation of God’s word. In order to bring God’s word into manifestation on earth we need to have the power that resides in the Holly Spirit, our FAITH also need to allow us on the stand, praying to God whereas you do not have faith in Him is like going through a wishlist you know for sure you are never going to attain. Faith is like a qualification that allows you access into the promises of God. Faith is the tool that subdues the spiritual realm under the command of your voice and it orders the response according to the word of God.

Some things you look at and say “It Can Only Be a Woman”

Genesis 3:16 -To the woman He said, “I will greatly multiply Your pain in childbirth, In pain you will bring forth children; Yet your desire will be for your husband, And he will rule over you.”

whatever God has deposited into a woman requires some level of suffering, endurance and pain before it can be birthed. confirmed so from the beginning of times. one may ask why should a woman endure pain in child bearing when a child is a gift from God. why should it take pain for God’s gift to be birthed. This teaches us that Pain Breeds Blessing. If your blessing did not come at a painful cost you may not carry the right spirit to acknowledge it accordingly.

Looking at the woman with the issue of blood:

For 12 years she suffered from bleeding, for 12 years she lost a lot of blood, for 12 years she has been to different physicians who could not bring the blood to stop. she trusted the physicians to see her to the end of her pain and suffering but none of them could. This woman’s case was closed, they were just waiting for her to die from suffering due to too much loss of blood, the woman’s womb was declared barren because of her state she could not keep any seed in it or even have it planted for that matter,the physicians could not see it possible for the woman’s reproductive system to be restored.  She had reached a dead end, was of no use to any man.

with reference:

A WOMAN’S FAITH- Mat 19:21- And she said to herself “if only I could touch the cloak I will be healed”,

The woman who have put her trust into the hands of the physicians is now putting her FAITH in the Lord. She activated her own healing from within. She had walked around with the problem looking for solutions from everybody else but the solution was withing herself.

THE COMPASSION OF CHRIST TO THE DEEDS INFLUENCED BY FAITH – Mat 19:20 – “and suddenly a woman who had suffered from bleeding for 12 years came up behind him and touched the fringe of His cloak”

WEAKENED BY CIRCUMSTANCES YET STILL HER STRENGTH CAUGHT JESUS’S ATTENTION- Luke 8: 46 But Jesus said, “Someone touched me; I know that power has gone out from me.”

The Principles of God in the woman’s journey:

  1. FAITH

The Woman Had Faith-  she knew that though she had suffered for so long once she reached out her hand and touched Jesus’s cloak she will be healed, she did not even want Jesus to know who she was, what her problem was, how long she had suffered for, – she just saw her healing in Jesus and she stretched her hand to reach for it.


There were so many factors standing against the woman to reach Christ. The woman had already charged the spirit by her faith. whatever was standing in her way, or whatever was going to happen including all the barriers in communicating her issue, she was well assured that they were under the command of the spirit of God within her.

  1.  She was confirmed ritually unclean due to her condition,
  2. She was weak to the core due to loss of too much blood,
  3. She must have been stinking due to her issue but she drew nearer to the Lord as the word of the Lord says – Hebrew 10: 22 let us draw near with a sincere heart in full assurance of faith, having our hearts sprinkled to cleanse us from a guilty conscience and our bodies washed with pure water

Hebrew 10:39 “But we are not of those who shrink back and are destroyed, but of those who have faith and preserve their souls”

Even then, she PUSHED in response to her faith.


  • We see the woman being confirmed healed by the Messiah.

But there is one thing that caught me here;

This woman carried this for 12 years, and now the creator of heaven and earth, Jesus the son of the living God, God Himself at just one touch from this woman (giving over her issue to Him) even He felt some level of power leaving Him. But the woman had carried it for 12 years and she was still standing. If this could take such amount of power from our Lord in an instant imagine how much it took from the woman in 12 years BUT she was still standing….

Woman Your Strength Is beyond any understanding.


Hebrew 11: 1Now faith is the assurance of what we hope for and the certainty of what we do not see.

2Corinthians 4:18 So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.

2Corinthians 5:7 For we walk by faith, not by sight.

The Greatest Miracle Of God In Your Life

picture of christ at birth

The Greatest Miracle of God is
The birth of Christ is undoubtedly the greatest miracle of God in our lives, He came into the world  carrying the covenant of peace, He carried it through until it served its purpose which was to make me in right standing with God- the covenant of Reconciliation.
Christ started life as a baby given birth to, this is a way of God to show us that He had to take us back to being an innocent baby, born of an innocent woman, Christ suffered the sins of the world, but never compromised the covenant of Reconciliation He was carrying for your life's sake.
There are things that we are born unto, things we never invited in our lives, but we have to overcome them, by being a baby before God so that He can be the father in our lives.
  • When Mary was carrying Jesus, she may have thought she was carrying just a child, but she was carrying our future.
  • When she was giving birth to Jesus, she had thought she had just given birth to a baby boy, but it was the savior of the world she had just given birth to,
  • She must have kissed His little forehead rocking him to sleep, looking at his tender eyes, trying to fight off sleep, giving her the cutest baby smile ever. she would think to herself "What a naughty child"  little did she know that she was getting the opportunity to gaze in the eyes of God Himself.
she was favored to share such precious moments with our king, though she got to be so close to Him that did not change her humble attitude.
Through Mary, God gave to us:
Matt1:23 "The virgin will conceive and give birth to a son, and they will call him Immanuel" (which means "God with us").
-  A gift unto us
Isaiah 9:6 For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given: and the government shall be upon his shoulder: and his name shall be called Wonderful, Counselor, The mighty God, The everlasting Father, The Prince of Peace.

- God's demonstration of Love
Rom5:8 "But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us".

- A sacrifice of Reconciliation
Rom5:10 "For if, while we were God's enemies, we were reconciled to him through the death of his Son, how much more, having been reconciled, shall we be saved through his life!

- Our Strength
Rom5:6 "You see, at just the right time, when we were still powerless, Christ died for the ungodly".

He died for us while we were the Ungodly, so that we can be purchased unto God through His Blood. 

- He came to give us life
John10:10 "The thief comes only in order to steal and kill and destroy. I came that they may have and enjoy life, and have it in abundance (to the full, till it [a]overflows).

Your life outside Christ can never be in abundance. for only through Him a life in abundance can be accessed. 

Christ is the love of God that was crucified for me to be found. I was walking around with a tagfor sale tagthe enemy was selling my life to anyone at any price for whatever the reason.

but when Christ saw me suffering in my own blood as the result of the choices made by men, He came down, Purchased me with His blood, and placed a new tag on mesold for christ
The enemy will search for me and fail to find me, because in order for him (the enemy) to get to me he must first pass Him (Christ) who purchased me, for He has shielded me, He has become the rock around me, whatever that has my name on it is sold out to Him & is safely kept for me: 

Psalm 28:7 -"The Lord is my Strength and my [impenetrable] Shield; my heart trusts in, relies on, and confidently leans on Him, and I am helped; therefore my heart greatly rejoices, and with my song will I praise Him",

Even when a futile mind starts playing tricks on me, reminding me of the Egypt activities I use to enjoy, the Lord says:

1Peter2:9 "But you are a chosen race, a royal priesthood, a dedicated nation, [God’s] own [a]purchased, special people, that you may set forth the wonderful deeds and display the virtues and perfections of Him Who called you out of darkness into His marvelous light",

even when a tricky mind starts whispering "Unworthy" in my ear, I just remember this that the Lord says'

Romans 12:2 "Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is--his good, pleasing and perfect will",

Christ died so that all can be saved, the fact that He died means that all are saved, what is stopping us from having life in abundance is the fact that, He needs to be received into one's life in order for Him to be in your life, 

- You need to acknowledge that you are saved in order for you to be safe. 
- You can not live a life of salvation by your own means, 
- You need to invite the savior into your life and have Him live through you.

- You need to give your life to God in order for you to have it back in abundance. 

Salvation to me is a gift, that I only received by giving my life to the one who carried it for me in the world to the cross,defeated death & rose with my life safe and non- compromised, He rose to set me up a place at the house of the giver of the gift, so that when I get my life in Him (Christ) I can have Him operate the gift within me through me. 

He found me tossed out,my future was limited to nothing,my dreams were shattered,everything around me was no way out, the enemy was waiting for my next move, he was sure that whatever move I make I was gonna fall on his trap anyway; for he had surrounded me with traps. I had no future in the eyes of the world, 

but the Lord said unto me:
"Come to me all of you who are carrying heavy loads, I will give you rest"
- For a moment I thought He meant I will die and rest in peace then, I did not think there was ever any rest for me in this life time, I had cried so much, I though My load was too much for a heavy burden for anyone to carry for me, 

but He continued and said:
" For I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and future" 
Christ You Are The Love That Was Crucified For Me.

Oh God! 
I know I am so blessed to have known of you, 
You who is clothed in majesty, 
filled with splendor, 
The God of Israel, 
You have become my God, 
I am Yours and you are the God in my life. 
Your Lordship I adore. 
Your Majesty!
Your kingdom is never shaken, 
Your Love I can not contain, it is just too big for me to keep it to myself. 

But I had to be saved in order for me to be safe....

the greatest Miracle of God in my life is My Salvation and everything else is seen as great but none would have been possible if I was never saved.

Faithfulness In A Woman

The Father Awaits Your Return

prodigal sons returnThe Father Awaits Your Return

Do not allow the world to make a strip show of you, you are beautiful and your life was well prepared.

Remember: Faith does not make things easy but it makes them possible.

You ought to know who you are in order for you to enjoy the benefits of the life of faith.

I know My roots are through an imperfect Abram, BUT my sustainability is through a transformed Abraham- My life is perfect.

God’s beginnings are against all odds.

God spoke to Abram when he was childless and advanced in age. He had acquired some wealth for himself, but the thought of being childless must have been torturing him day in and day out, the evidence of this we see in his first response to God:

  1. “Lord God, what will you give me seeing I go childless and the heir of my house is Eliezer of Damascus? 3….Look you have given me no offspring indeed one born in my house is my heir”. (Gen 15:2 3)

– He had wealth to pass on to His heir but he felt incomplete because the heir he will be passing onto his wealth was not someone who will be carrying his (Abram’s) name forward, Abram was tortured by the fact that as a man he needed someone to carry his legacy and grow his name from generations to generations, but at his age there was no hope for such.

Now when God spoke to Abram, He found him hopeless and He stirred up some form of hope in his life. And He did not just promise Him one son but He promised Him descendants as many as the stars (Gen15:5), God did not respond to Abram’s immediate concern (which was a son) but He responded to generations to come. God does not give you a temporal solution He gives in abundance. While Abram was worried about one son, God was concerned about Abram’s legacy from generations to generations.

Now Hope was stirred up in Abram’s life but He needed to have faith in order for him to bring forth the promise God made to him.

  • Faith:” is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen” (Hebrews 11:1).

They may put a full stop in your life but God can still to starts something new & perfect it.

People may have been so puzzled when Abram told them that he was going to have as many descendents as the stars in the sky, because people looked at him at that time, and they saw an old man who is faced with a disaster of dying without any one to carry his legacy.

I can imagine the advices other men may have given him, maybe he was told to try sangomas, I know for sure in our times he would have been referred to ZCC for a miracle tea, but of all that he may have been advised to try, having tried them or not he was still without a son.

Maybe the men in the community had already given him a name, having put a full stop on his name, having said that his death will be the end of his name.

After the promise to be given a son was made in his life, the pressure rose in him as years progressed & his wife allowed that the child be through Hagar who was their maid servant at that time. The son was born but still was not the promised son,

God’s Promises are Faithful and True (Yes and Amen)

  • God’s promises will never move you out of God’s principles,
  • God’s promises will never call for a replacement of anything in your life that God has given you, but it manifests His restoration in whatever He had given you, because His gift to Abram (the favor in his wife) was perfect from the time given to him, it needs not be replaced but Him being God has the power to restore it.

The worldly standardized gifts will live you unsettled.

After Ishmael Was Born, Abram still felt unsettled, because to some extend he knew that he had lowered the standard of God, He had limited God’s ability, He had succumbed to the standards and expectations of the world to bring forth what God had promised him.

Even after He had… But God said: “I am almighty God, walk before me and be blameless and I will make my covenant between me and you and will multiply you exceedingly…” (Gen 17:1-2).

Repentance Unlocks God’s Heart.

Now when Abram fell on his face, he was showing remorse for what he had done, he was acknowledging his wrong before God; he was admitting that I do not feel worthy to look into your sight for I have been impatient and disappointed you.

God transformed Abram to Abraham and spoke a blessing over him and the descendents & promises were made to Abraham even for and about the descendants that were not born yet. (Gen15: 4-8)

God had stirred up hope in Abram, but Abram needed to carry it through by Faith – now with faith there needs to be a transformation, one needs to be transformed from the level and standards of this world and be focused on the will of God.

Romans 12:2”And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable an perfect will of God”.

God’s promises about our lives were made over the life of Abraham as a covenant God made between Himself and Abraham, and the blessings for us were spoken over Abraham’s life and us included as the many descendants God promised Abraham.

  • We came about through Christ as the seed planted into the ground to bring us forth as the decedent of Abraham. (John 12:24)
  • Christ is the seed of Abraham, (Gal3:16)
  • We being of Christ are the seed of Abraham (Gal3:29)

There is not a way one can fully enjoy being of the house of Abraham without the acknowledgement of Christ as the entrant for us unto the Kingdom promises made to Abraham about us.


We are one of the promises God made to Abraham but only through Christ. therefore We lack not anything; whatever we need we have it in the royal house,

Christ is not your scary toy against the world:

Note that:

  • Christ is not in our lives for us to get things done our way, but He is there for us to locate our heavenly destined life,
  • Christ in not in our lives as the key for us to open just any door, but He is the key for us to open doors meant for us.
  • Christ is not a tool for you to direct what to do and how to have it done, but He is there to lead your life and direct your path through the holy spirit,
  • Christ is not there to follow your stunts but He is there to lead your life.
  • He is not there to follow the trends you have been following but He is there to set new trends for others to follow Him through you.
  • He is not there to create followers for you, but He is there to be followed through you.

Being the children of Promise we live by faith not by sight: (our life is in the word of God)

  • We read the word of God and it raises hope in our lives, we hold on to that hope by faith and make the results evident.
  • Whatever you hope for should be in line with the promises of God in His word.
  • God can never give you anything He never promised you,
  • God is not slow to answer but He is faithful to His word, You are slow to receive because there needs to be a transformation in your life before you can receive the promises of God.

Ishmael cannot be Isaac

  • God’s Promises cannot be limited to the standards of the world,
  • God’s promises cannot be packaged,
  • God’s promises cannot be replaced
  • God’s promises takes first priority

Ishmael and Isaac cannot stay in the same house

  • Whatever you may have acquired by your own means needs to be moved out of your life in order for God’s promises to come into your life and for His blessings to reside in you.
  • Even if something may look like it’s from God but if it does not have the seal of God you ought to run away from it.

A child of Promise Is Born Of Christ & Whatever is Born of Christ overcomes the world. Live your life to please God, He will continue to reward you, worry not about anything but pray and be thankful about everything.

while you are worried about how dirty and undeserving you are, God is waiting on your with a tub of the Blood of Jesus to cleanse you of all your dirt and shower you with endless blessings.

Live your life according to the word of God, You are an active testament of the promises made to Abraham.

Faithfulness In A Woman

The Price Paid to purchase My life is just too big for me to lose it to the world


Who would have thought that God’s saving Power would look like this…

The servant grew up before God—a scrawny seedling, a scrubby plant in a parched field. There was nothing attractive about him, nothing to cause us to take a second look. He was looked down on and passed over, a man who suffered, who knew pain firsthand. One look at him and people turned away. We looked down on him, thought he was scum. But the fact is, it was our pains he carried— our disfigurements, all the things wrong with us. We thought he brought it on himself, that God was punishing him for his own failures. But it was our sins that did that to him, that ripped and tore and crushed him— our sins! He took the punishment, and that made us whole. Through his bruises we get healed. We’re all like sheep which’ve wandered off and gotten lost. We’ve all done our own thing, gone our own way. And GOD has piled all our sins, everything we’ve done wrong, on him.

He was beaten, he was tortured, but he didn’t say a word. Like a lamb taken to be slaughtered and like a sheep being sheared, he took it all in silence. Justice miscarried, and he was led off— and did anyone really know what was happening? He died without a thought for his own welfare, beaten bloody for the sins of my people. They buried him with the wicked, threw him in a grave with a rich man, Even though he’d never hurt a soul or said one word that wasn’t true.

Still, it’s what GOD had in mind all along, to crush him with pain. The plan was that he give himself as an offering for sin so that he’d see life come from it—life, life, and more life. And GOD’s plan will deeply prosper through him. Ref: Isaiah 53:2-10


John 5:21“For just as the Father raises the dead and gives them life, even so the Son also gives life to whom He wishes. 22“For not even the Father judges anyone, but He has given all judgment to the Son, 23so that all will honor the Son even as they honor the Father. He who does not honor the Son does not honor the Father who sent Him.…

John17:15- I do not ask You to take them out of the world, but to keep them from the evil one. 16“They are not of the world, even as I am not of the world. 17“Sanctify them in the truth; Your word is truth.…

A man who purchased my life, He paid the bride’s price, laid Himself down for me, even before I could accept the union with Him. He purchased me out of this world, yet prayed for me to be kept into this world, the world that He purchased me from,Praying that I be kept into it YET no longer for it.

Romans 12: 1 Therefore I urge you, brethren, by the mercies of God, to present your bodies a living and holy sacrifice, acceptable to God, which is your spiritual service of worship. 2And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what the will of God is, that which is good and acceptable and perfect.

Christ Came into my life, He set a trend that no man can ever meet, even if they may try. I declare! no man is worthy of my life at the cost of my relationship with Christ. He is my main man!



When God Says “Not Now”


When God says “NOT NOW”.

It happened to me and I did not know how to deal with it because I did not know what it meant; knowing NOW, there are so many things I wish I could have done differently then, BUT still God kept me, I am still standing.

My growing up was not easy, though I tried to hide my pain from the world truth is I was suffocating and many times I came very close to death. The outcomes of my parent’s decisions and the choices they had made about my family lead me to so much anger and almost destroyed me. In just a short time at a tender age, I almost lost myself and my way back to life.

I was born from a promising family of five, a father, a mother, my two older brothers and myself. Being the only girl in the family and the last to be born of the three children, it would seem like I had my “perks”. Yep! For a little while maybe I did. But shortly after I was born my parents got separated and we had to move to live with my mother’s family because it was closer to where my father was working at the time AND the family was going to be able to care for me and my two brothers.

We moved then to my mother’s home; in Fochville – Merafong City, my brothers and I. One would think that because we went to live with my mother’s family that would include her as a full time care giver; BUT!!! As people we have our expectations, our hopes and our ways of looking at things, my way could be different from yours. As it was in our case, My mom was the most absent pair of our parents.  I think we moved to her family when I was still very young, it was a year or two before I started my GRADE 1, we called it Sub-A in our times. This could mean I was four or five years old, I remember those early days vividly. From the time we had moved to her home, we never got any visit from her, “she would forget to remember us”, I would comfort myself by saying that as a little girl. But every time I say this I could see the disappointment on my aunt’s face. She practically gave up her life to care for us, mother us and made sure that we felt loved, welcome and appreciates. She took the role of a mother in my life, even to this day I am more closer to her than I am with anyone in my family. As for my father, wow! He was such a darling, he would come every month end for sure and every now and then during the month. His visits use to make me feel so happy, I guess I had somehow gotten used to the idea that our mother does not visit and made peace with it, but every time I would see my dad a part of me will hope that my mom & my dad will get back together and we will go back to our home, where I had my own bed, my own room and my own space. OWN! OWN! OWN! But the truth was way too deeper and it way more realistic than my hopes.

When I started my grade 1, I remember I was a very quite child at school. We originate from the EASTERN CAPE and I knew no other language but Xhosa, & the environment we were now in was dominated by the “Loxion Tswanas” therefore the school as well, being the only school in our area and having to accommodate all the kids around the area;it was forced by circumstances to go with TSWANA as the first language, English being second and Afrikaans third. So there was no xhosa. Nada!

I think I was not as such reserved at the time but I was trying to hide my anger, my disappointment, my tears, my world; Yes! My world, I was trying to hide my world from everybody else. Their world seemed to be more shaped than mine & mine was so shallow and shameful. I was angry though! At my mom for not visiting, at people for taking me away from my home, at the environment for not being friendly to a poor xhosa girl of my age who has been through so much. I would cry myself to sleep every night, for most of my life, I lived my teenage hood through tears. I found comfort in tears, when I was around people I could not relate to them, I could not wait to get to my room and just cry. Even in the family I would burst into tears every time I am misunderstood. If counseling existed in our times, I would have been a counseling junky. I cried for my dad in silence, because I knew even if I would have told anyone, they would not be able to give me my father. I thought that if I cried enough my mom would just rock up from nowhere. I hoped.

I think I woke up one day and decided I am not going to let my current circumstances get the best of me, I battled with the situation. I committed myself to learn tswana, I spoke it even when I was away from school, I pushed myself so hard & did not spare any room for failure. since everything else I know & was comfortable with had failed, my parent’s marriage, my broken home, my place of comfort which I thought of as my everything. I made sure that this one thing in my life I am going to take control of and make the best of it. MY EDUCATION! I remember dreaming of becoming a teacher at some point, and then a nurse and then a TEBA BANK teller. The teba bank one came later in my life because every time my father came home he would mention that he had to wait for his money from TEBA, which is why he took so long to come see us, I then got the idea that when I grow up I am going to work at TEBA BANK so that I can help other fathers to get their monies and quickly go to their kids. Silly me!

I performed so well in my studies I was always on the top list in my class, from grade 1, I was in control of my studies.

Then One day; when I was doing grade 4, I came back home from school that day & something exciting was waiting for me at home, MY MOM! I was so happy to see her. I did not even want to know where she had been and why she never came around, I just wanted her to be my mom again. I started planning my life around her, I planned I would come back from school to find her waiting for me at home, with a plate of my lunch ready. Phela! We did not take lunch boxes to school  in those days and we did not even have money to buy some. Life was tough, my dad had stopped coming over; he would send money sometimes and sometimes would not. It was rough! My mother’s home coming stirred up some JOY that I had lost; it raised hope for my future.

Until one day when I came back from school I was told she had gone to my aunt’s work place to do some laundry ironing, a part of me did not want to believe it. It became later in the day, my aunt came back from work and she said my mom never came to her work place, never even arranged to go to her work place. I remember I could not wait to get out of everyone. I just needed to find a little corner in the house so that I can cry, my little corner at that time was under the bed, that was the only place I could cry without anyone noticing. After sometime I came back and joined everyone, life moved on, second by second, minute by minute, I had to grow out of the incident and live on. I was trying so hard to hide my pain but it truly was not easy. Yep! Life then never gave me a chance to be a sissy.

Things had started shifting around in the family, my father had stopped sending money, there were times I would have to go to school without school shoes, at high school. Even when I get a pair of new shoes, it would have to be black so that I can use it on weekends and for school as well. And there was a time when I would wear my grand pa’s pair of shoes, they were called “Skop Hom Dood” High school life, was the toughest. Nonetheless, I had a responsibility towards my studies, I studied very hard, I gave life a hit back by beating my school tests, exams and assignments.My then situation sure made me a center of attraction, but I guess I managed to put on a smile and continue the race.I continued to find comfort in my school work.

Growing up I was a very lonely child, people would think I am alone, but in my alone space I felt love, comfort, joy, peace & I felt in control. My Lone time became my best friend. I loved my lone time and every after school I would rush to do my chores and then get to my room for my lone time. I guess I was enjoying my space because my grand pa had just extended our shack and I at least got myself a little room. Being alone taught me so many things about myself, the strength I possess in me and my capabilities, most importantly it taught me that It is when I am alone that I find that I am never alone.

When I was repeating my grade 11, for the first time in my life I had to repeat a grade, I did not take it easy with myself but I settled right in with everybody else. We all were surprised how it happened but it had happened and I had to face it. I guess it was just another way of creating an opportunity for me,I was selected as one of the top students who got a scholarship at a nearby university, (University of Potchefstroom) to enhance our mathematics and physical science every Saturday; which is something we did not have in our school the previous year when i was in my grade 11 first time around. I felt so privileged. Everything was paid for and we were even offered lunch. Nice! I knew then that I have been through so much in my life, but the one thing I could control and chose to take control of I was still in control of it and was very happy with the results I was getting from my being in control.

The university scholarship opened a few opportunities for me; I remember I had received a letter from one of the local mines approving my application for a bursary, and two other companies I had applied to. Well! I was still in control and was doing very well at the driver’s seat. or so I thought.

As we all know that the company only releases the bursary to a training institution when there is a student number for such a student, proving that the student has been approved by the university and the fee structure would be corresponded. BUT in my case, I could not find R150.00 to go for university admission. My mom, who was back from the world then, and she had gotten herself a shack nearby, they were running a little shebeen with her new husband. I had gone to her and begged her to help me with the admin fee so I can go for university registration, there was no way my application would be turned down because that is the same university that gave me a scholarship which I managed to make myself and my school proud with my results. As you may have guessed, Mommy could not come through for me & to this day I am very thankful to her for that.

I remember my first job was at the kitchens in the area where I grew up ; my second job was cooking for the taxi drivers at the very same POTCHEFESTROOM where I was suppose to go study. That was very challenging, because most of black people use taxis, and working at the taxi rank you are the first point of contact for everyone who comes into that town. I would meet people I use to go to school with, my former teachers and so forth, and all of them would say” we thought you were at the university, you were so bright, how could you have ended up here” , the pain this would cause in me, but I had told myself that I am going to be successful one day, as to how I am going to get there Only God knew.

I managed then to save up some money to go do a short term computer literacy course back home, it was tough, there were taxi fares involved, additional training fees involved and! And! And! But I was dating a guy who was able to help me financially at that time. For a moment he made me feel like I was on top of the world, he had the nicest car in the area, he had the best paying job and He said he loved me. I thank God for having met him and having been with him for the period I did, his financial assistance was able to see me through my studies and afforded me to visit my dad I have not seen in 10 years.But after some time the love faded I guess, and MR. He disappeared. I GUESS it was just on time though, I was about to forget myself, I was about to lose focus on who I am and what I wanted for myself in life, My control. Of course his departure left a wound in my heart, love broke my heart for the first time,  It opened some doors I had to deal with what was deposited inside, He got me used to wanting- and- getting now, but when he left I had to go back to focusing on needing- and – achieving.

I had made a promise to myself, that I will never let my broken family break my dreams, or let my growing up in a previously disadvantaged community suffocate my dreams. And I was definitely not going to let our relationship die with  my dreams. He came, He left but my dream was still there, I had to focus on it, it was more attainable now than it was before I met him. I started racing for my dream.

In 2006 I left for Johannesburg; I went to look for a better job, a better life with the hope for a better future. Man! I met this best friend of mine who use to speak to me in my lone time. I got the chance to know her better, to be calm and allow her to speak. Jo’burg is very busy, very noisy and filled with opportunities. The first thing she taught me was that I need to define what I want because there are so many things to get, and if you do not know what you want you can get just about anything and end up not being able to live with the reality of what you got.

I wanted a job that I knew, and as the first month was in the middle, in Johannesburg, no money for rental, pressure was rising in me, I cannot call back home, I mean they will just tell me to come back and go work ema-kitchen & I was so over that.

Around the 15th of February 2006, my best friend taught me a secret to progressing in life, she taught me to forgive. Her voice said:” forgiveness is like setting yourself free , forgiveness is for yourself, forgiveness is for you and your answers to your requests” I was sitting and thinking, What? She said “For God to answer your prayers you must forgive” I went through the “Our Father Prayer” – “Forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us” it confirmed it, patient friend of mine, she actually waited for me to find myself in the topic and then continued opening up to me, she reminded me of how my relationship with my mom was left hanging, how I left her home in pain that night, and was still struggling to go by without blaming her for my struggles. I made a decision there and then to forgive my mom; in my heart It was done.

She taught me that forgiveness maybe expected from just anyone but it is required from a bigger person, if you want to be a bigger person in life, you should learn to forgive. I noticed that ever since that day I was no longer as hurt about the whole situation between my mom and I as I was before, somehow something just shifter in my life, some weight had been taken off my shoulders. I was free.

On the 28th February 2006 I was called for a job, I went and started working immediately as an administrator Clerk at an Ancillary training center. That was my first descent job. Though it was not paying much but it covered the essentials and was reason enough for me to stay focus.

I moved from my first job to my second,then my third was at Teba Bank Call Center, Yes!; and then I got married, life got better and better.

Within the fist year of my marriage planning,My father passed on, my grandfather passed on, Both Men I loved and appreciated in my life, men who loved me even in the distant their love was so manifest in my heart it encouraged me. Now I am getting married, needing them more in my life and they just die. Man! at that time I thought I was bewitched or something but  now I know that Marriage needed a stronger me so it can bring out a much stronger woman out of me, and the only man I needed as my source of strength, place of safety and father in my life was God Himself. He wanted me to rely only on Him, even when I want to cry He is the first father I think of & Man! I cry so hard imagining Him seeing me, and what I had to go through, and how I carried myself with the strength He had provided for me, and now! its me and Him He knows my heart is broken so I just POUR it out until I fall asleep. I do not know why I love crying so much, but for me, it is therapeutic, I always make sure that I want to cry so hard and whatever I am crying for at a particular time I make sure that I do not find myself crying for it again. I naturally do not talk much, especially when I am in pain or if something triggered me to anger, I would rather walk away from a situation than degrade myself by expecting people to understand how they have hurt me and somehow apologize, Sometimes people hurt us without even knowing that they have caused us pain, and waiting on them to apologize is more like causing me to be stuck somehow in my life. I am a bigger person, forgiveness is required from me I do not expect it from just anyone.

I became a mother of two beautiful girls, my sisis, I love them so much. But most importantly, I love my mom very much, still.

God is so good and Christ is so joyous in my life & my friend now has a name, It’s the Holy spirit. Don’t take yours for granted you will never find a better friend than that one.

“All this also comes from the Lord Almighty, whose plan is wonderful, whose wisdom is magnificent”.

Isaiah 28:29

The lesson I got from all of this is that, my life is not my mother’s responsibility, she was kind enough to carry me for 9 months in her belly, but my formation was by God.

Ref –Psalm 139:15- “My bones were not hidden from you, when I was made in secret and sewed together in the depths of the earth, 16- your eyes saw when I was inside the womb. All days ordained for me were recorded in your scroll before one of them came into existence”.

Our birth results from our parents, but our formation is through & by God, Our parents do not have all that God have for us, they are human beings whom God allowed into His plan of bringing you alive, it is by the grace of God that they are able to carry us through life, but what the society expects maybe entirely different from what God has planned for your life. Society has standards but God has principles. Over His Principles there is His decree, and whatever He decrees and declares shall be, no matter what the circumstances, He remains God. He is never moved but He moves mountains, He is never shifted but He shifts situations around. He says In His Word: “For I know the plans I have for you, Plans to prosper you and give you a future and hope” Jeremiah 29:11 and this is a declaration. He has prepared a bright future for us BUT we can not get into it when the attitude we came with, there are somethings that needs to be worked in our lives, not by us but by Christ Jesus as our Sheppard.

I allowed my parents choices to make me angry, I was disappointment, I did not know better, I had thought that My hope for a better future is from my parents. I did so well in my life but they never seem to be proud of me, I searched for their approval but could not find it, I got discouraged and disappointed as a result but the truth is I was meant to search for God’s approval, in everything I do, I must aim to please Him. My relationship with God is the foundation of every other relationship in my life, when I am in good standing with God everything else falls into place, I do not even have to struggle trying to make other relationships work, He works them out, once that are meant to He keeps and allow departure for those that have come to an end. Mine is to guard my heart, never to be driven to hate.

I have been taught that I was blaming my mom for not giving me the money to register at the university, but at that time God had said “not now” whichever way He was going to have to say it was not a matter, whoever the message was going to come through; Painful as it was I had to hear it. I needed to let go of my anger and everything else that had been broken in my life needed to be mended, all the doors opened had to be dealt with, the wall I had built between me and people while trying to hide my pain, had to be broken down.

The opportunity to go further my studies was there but I was not ready, I could never have sustained it, I was definitely going to pass my studies, I was going to get the best paying Job. I was going to get out of the poverty I was in at that time BUT I would still be living my life in the dark, I would be driving my self to death. I would still be poor spiritually.

God’s blessings are readily available to us, because He made a promise to Abraham that “all the families of the nation shall be blessed through Him” but one needs to find their true identity, One’s character needs to undergo some alignment, the refining process of making one ready to receive the blessings of God has to be undergone.

Things do not always go our way, but they all work together for good for they that love the Lord. Situations rise but one should not grow weary of doing good, when God prepared your days, in them there is not a day whereby he had planned for you to go through the whole day angry (Ref: Ephesians 4:26-27), I was angry for so long, I was even angry over people’s choices when I do not even know what lead them to making such choices. I wanted people to take responsibility for me when It’s actually through God alone that one can be a better parent in any way & only God is the ULTIMATE creator who is responsible for His Creation.

And coming to think of it, if I had gotten the opportunity to further my studies then, I would have been more of a mess than I thought I was sometime in my life when things were not going my way.

God had said not now, because God had a need to:

  1. Work on my character

(Ref- Colossian 1: “that you may walk in a manner worthy of the Lord, fully pleasing to Him and desiring to please him in all things, bearing fruit in every good work and steadily growing and increasing in and by the knowledge of God”)

  1. Teach me His principles

1. discipline

(Ref Hebrews 12: 10 -11” for Our heavenly Father disciplined us for only a short period of time & chastised us as seemed proper and good to them; but He disciplines us for our certain good, that we may become shares in His own Holiness. For the time being no discipline brings joy, but seems grievous and painful; but afterwards it yields a peaceable fruit of righteousness to those who have been trained by it”,


Ref- Psalm 27:14 Wait for the Lord, be strong and take heart and wait for the LORD.

3. who I am & how to carry myself.

Ref Galatians 3:29 “and now that you belong to Christ, you are the true children of Abraham. You are his heirs and God’s promise to Abraham”. NTL

Ref 62:3” You shall also be a crown of glory and honor in the hand of the Lord, and a royal diadem” AMP

Zachariah 2:6 “ …anyone who touches you touches the apple of His eye”

Isaiah 60:15 “You were once abandoned and despised, with no one passing through, but I will make you a permanent source of pride and joy to coming generations “

1 Peter 2:9 “But you are a chosen race, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people of his own, so that you may proclaim the virtues of the one who called you out of darkness into the marvelous light.”

these things I did not know about myself then, if had gotten the opportunity then, I would have embarrassed God in so many ways, I would not have been able to sustain whatever I would have achieved, I would not have a moral way of living life, I would be a disappointment to myself and my family in Christ. I would have chased after life in the darkness and suffocated myself to death.

I hope my story encourages you to learn that God may be saying “Not Now” and you be rebelling against His “not now” maybe the reason you are in stagnation. May you be encouraged to know that God does not always say what we want to hear but He always says what we need to hear. all you need to do is trust in Him, He shall see you through. He is God and that is it.

In their hearts humans plan their course,
but the Lord establishes their steps.  Proverbs 16:9 | NIV


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